Yogi: Today, I was lost how to look at anger – maybe I want to fix it too much.
Sayadaw: Investigate means to make us look carefully at what we’re observing; and it is not to think about or analyze what we’re observing, but just to make us observe it carefully for an extended period of time.
If you’re used to thinking, you don’t need to think now – the way you want to position the mind to observe is a curiosity, not to fix the anger, but to check what anger is, how it works and what it does.
Yogi: So, I just look at the anger and find out what it does with me in my body and mind?
Sayadaw: But just observe and not think about it. You need to observe for a long time to get answers – you need to be patient.
Yogi: I don’t have to know why I’m angry and anxious.
Sayadaw: No. First, we just need to observe it continuously.
Yogi: I find it difficult because automatically I’ll think about why I’m angry and anxious.
Sayadaw: Just acknowledge the thought and bring it back to the sensation and feeling again and again. Try to do that.