When we try to get back a quality of awareness that we had before, that’s the mistake we make. When you wake up in the morning check what attitude you have – do you want something; is there something that the mind thinks that is better or preferable.
Awareness can be very poor but it is enough to be aware, but we want it to be as good as before. That’s when we think that we’re not aware but we are - but we’re not okay with it.
We often work like that – we work with a desire to have a good result now. But all we have to do is work, without that burden of thinking that it needs to be good.